I really, really, really, really don’t want to go! – 4th August 2000

Friday 4th Jake came round again today but I’m not getting sick of him doing so yet! I like seeing him this often. Yet again we didn’t do much but we did take Mollie for a walk round the fields. He had to work at 5pm so he cycled home earlier than usual but he, Sarah, Gethin and I all went to The Dog tonight so I saw him again.

Unfortunately, the night turned out to be crap!

  • Sarah still really fancies Gethin but found out today he’s officially seeing Lizzie.
  • Both Sarah and I aren’t pleased with Gethin cos he’s completely ignored us so far this holiday.
  • Jake was tired and has started bothering about me going on the hen night to Blackpool for Hayley’s future sister-in-law which made me feel guilty and also annoyed cos he’s going away for much longer and I’m not making as much of a fuss…

…so there was tension all round therefore making it a shite night!

On the walk back to my house, Jake apologised for sulking and so did I. He said it’s not me he doesn’t trust on the hen night, it’s other people. He said it’s only cos he cares.

Meanwhile, I remembered I’ve got to go for this bloody meal at bloody Rialto’s tomorrow night! I really, really, really, really don’t want to go!

We all sat about at my house and ate our Chinese food before Gethin decided he wanted to order a taxi. Jake didn’t want to go, I didn’t want him to and Sarah just sat there. They went eventually though.

I DON’T WANT TO GO TOMORROW NIGHT!!! That’s the next time I’m going to see him. Just the thought of it makes me feel really sick.



P.S. Put my name down for a job at The Green Dragon across the road.

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