Friday 26^th I had a doctor’s appointment this morning cos my skin seems to be going bad again. I also asked him about a rash I seem to have on my head which is making my hair come out more than normal but he said it’s nothing to worry about cos I’ve got really healthy hair!

For my skin though, he’s decided to change from my usual antibiotics to a contraceptive pill. It begins with a D but I can’t remember the name. I’m just a bit worried about some of the side effects it might have. We’ll have to wait and see, I suppose.

I walked to the doctor’s this morning and on my way past school I saw Jake’s car with someone that looked like him leaning on the passenger side, looking in. I hid under my umbrella cos I had no make-up on and didn’t want him to see me! I don’t know if it was even him cos I’m sure he had a Geography exam on.

Hayley, Sarah, Gethin, Jake and I all went to The Dog tonight. It was pretty similar to last week really, with Gethin and Sarah getting on well, Jake and I cuddling each other and chatting, and Hayley sat in the corner looking thoroughly miserable and playing Snake on Sarah’s phone. Every so often, Hayley’d say, “I knew it’d be like this! I shouldn’t have come!” Too right she shouldn’t!! We can do without her trying to make us all feel guilty and bring us down to her sad, depressed gooseberry level!!

Yet again, Jake let me paint his nails and (eventually!) let me put a bit of purple hair mascara on him. It didn’t show up though. We discovered we both had Gul watches and that, before he got his Quiksilver strap, it’d been one the same as mine, only blue. I nearly got the blue strap with my watch too rather than my yellow one. For some reason, we swapped straps and I’ve still got his now!

We also discovered that we both used to suck our thumb up until about the last year of primary school, except he sucked his right one and I sucked my left. That led us onto the subject of teeth because we’d both stopped sucking our thumbs in time to prevent our teeth sticking out too far (according to our dentists)! I then started telling him why I’ve got gaps in my teeth (one tooth lying horizontally in my gum) and how my dentist had wanted me to have an operation and then a brace to sort them all out. Jake said, “It just wouldn’t be you” if I’d changed. Course it would, I’d just have straighter teeth! We then started talking about how we’d never had dummies cos our parents hadn’t liked them! We have some strange conversations!

At some point, he said something about me having nice big eyes or something. Also, he said I can have the video of him when he was little with a Brummie accent!! I’m pretty sure he’ll change his mind about lending me that!

We all walked back to Hayley’s village. We stopped at the Chinese in my village and then at my house to eat it and my dad came home. It wasn’t too embarrassing actually!

Jake and I also kept stopping to kiss. Apparently Hayley wasn’t too pleased but Sarah and Gethin snogged while they were waiting for us to catch up so I don’t think they minded!

Jake and I have decided to swap fleeces when he goes to Canada. I’m having his sheep fleece and he can have my Fila one!

Yet again though tonight, we didn’t get any further than kissing. I mean, we both had cold hands and there wasn’t really a good situation for us to do anything more. I don’t really mind though. I like being with him so I don’t mind what does or doesn’t happen anymore.

Bye!

P.S. I got one nice message off him but I fell asleep after that! He’d sent me one earlier, signing it off as “xTx” so I asked if that was deliberate. He said, “SORRY! GOT MIXED UP! IT’S COS I’M THINKING ABOUT YOU SO MUCH! WANT YOU AND YOUR FLEECE HERE! YOU’RE NO USE IN YOUR BED ARE YOU?! LOVE YOU TOO : ) xJx (GOT IT!!)”.