That’s enough negative thoughts for one day! – 14th January 2001

Sunday 14th
11 weeks + 4 days to go!

I checked my email first thing this morning and I was pleased to see I had 2. The first one was a long one which was nice but some of it just made me more jealous or more worried e.g. the bit about a girl breaking her neck. The bit about me loving it there just made me want to go. He’s obviously enjoying himself!

1st email today →

14-01-01 Jake email 1

14-01-01 Jake email 2

This is the 2nd one I got. It’s not very long but I thought I’d stick it in anyway. →

14-01-01 Jake email 3

He phoned me at about 4:15pm today. He didn’t really have a lot to tell me cos he didn’t go out last night cos he and a few others stayed in and watched a film. I didn’t have much to tell him either. He said that he doesn’t really have much free time and it’s a pain getting the bus every morning.

I said he doesn’t have to ring me (I didn’t mean it!) but he insisted that he will cos he wants to. He actually said he missed me too but I said, “Yeah right!” cos I don’t really believe him yet but he kept saying that he really is missing me. 🙂 I hope so!

Even though he’s phoned me and stuff now, I’m still really worrying about him. He’s there for a very long time which gives a longer time for something to happen to him. I just can’t bear the thought of not being about the see him again! I love him so much and I don’t want anything to change.

Even if he does survive, I don’t want it all to be different when he comes home but it surely can’t be exactly the same cos he’ll just probably want to ski!

Anyway, that’s enough negative thoughts for one day!


P.S. The emails I sent him today →

14-01-01 Tess email 114-01-01 Tess email 2

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