Sunday 22nd Hayley, Jake and I all stopped over at Hayley’s sister’s again tonight. Andy didn’t come cos he’s “ill” and Hayley fell out with her other sister so, between games of Cluedo and Monopoly, she spent most of the time crying!
Jake and I went to sleep pretty much straight away again and didn’t have much time alone in the morning cos Hayley came and sat in the same room!
Monday 23rd Jake and I didn’t have much to do today so we ended up sitting in his car by the park. As usual (because we were bored) we started talking and Canada was one of the subjects. This time he got really properly upset, as in loads of tears and sobbing. I felt awful then cos it was me who started the conversation off!
Tuesday 24th I had a bit of a crap day today cos it mostly consisted of Geography coursework. I didn’t think I was going to see Jake today cos he’s knackered his car but his dad have him a lift to my house in the end.
Jake’s statement about his car was, “It’s not my fault. It’s caused by going over speed bumps too fast.” That really made me laugh! He obviously hasn’t thought that one through!
P.S. Jake and I have just got onto the subject of London in texts and what we have the chance to do if we’re alone. He said, “OF COURSE I STILL WANT TO! IT’S JUST A VERY BIG STEP TO TAKE AND I DON’T WANT OUR NERVES TO AFFECT WHAT WE REALLY WANT TO DO!!! IS THERE A DEFINITE POSSIBILITY OF IT HAPPENING?? LOTS OF LOVE!!! xJx”.
Then he said, “IT DOESN’T REALLY MATTER BUT IF NOTHING’S GONNA HAPPEN YOU MIGHT AS WELL TELL ME! : ) I WAS ASKING MORE IF YOU COULD… NOT IF YOU WANTED TO?? YOU KNOW – GIRL STUFF! X”. I’m glad he’s aware but it shouldn’t be a problem this time!