Saturday 16th I had the day off work today but I didn’t do much cos Jake was working. This evening I saw him though and we ended up back down the lane behind the school. We put the seats down all the way so we could lie on them and we just did what we normally do – nothing very interesting anymore. It was still quite good though cos at least we got to be alone.
Sunday 17th I had to work today but Jake came to pick me up afterwards and we went to get a Chinese again. We went back down the lane… again to eat it and do other stuff too (of course!) but nothing much worth writing about.
It was a bit embarrassing at one point cos we’d been lying down in the car and Jake suddenly sat up and said, “There’s a man there!” I didn’t believe him so I looked but there was someone walking his dogs. Whoever it was avoided the car really obviously so it must have looked dodgy! Hope it wasn’t anyone we know!!
When I got in I texted Jake, whinging about having to come home and he texted me back saying, “IT’S JUST SOOO ANNOYING! AND WHAT’S EVEN MORE ANNOYING IS THAT WHEN WE GO TO UNI – WE’LL HAVE A BED AND WE COULD BE ALONE… BUT WE’LL PROBABLY BE HUNDREDS OF MILES APART. x”
I hope we aren’t!
Monday 18th I didn’t see Jake today because he went to Alton Towers with some of his mates but I got some messages from him this evening. We got onto the dark lane subject and I asked if he didn’t like dark lanes cos he doesn’t want us to go any further in the back of a car (cos he did say that in a message a while ago).
He said, “I ONLY SAID THAT COS I WANT IT TO BE SPECIAL! NOT IN THE BACK OF A CAR! YOU DESERVE BETTER THAN THAT! IT’S NOT THAT I DON’T WANT TO! I DO… A LOT!!! JUST WHEN WE MANAGE TO BE ALONE AND PREFERABLY IN A BED! I LOVE YOU TOO!!! : ) xxx JAKE xxx”.
Then later he said, “WELL IF IT DOESN’T HAPPEN SOON WE’LL JUST HAVE TO HAVE OUR OWN LITTLE PARTY… IN A HOTEL ROOM! OR WE COULD GO CAMPING! : ) LOVE YOU TOO!”
I didn’t know what to make of those messages. I don’t want him getting his hopes up that it’ll happen before he goes away. I do want to but it’s more the problem of when and where. I really can’t see us getting the chance and, even if we did, I’m not entirely convinced we’d take it.