Wednesday 13th Gethin attempted to speak to me today but I pretty much ignored him cos I’m still pissed off. I went to Jake’s during the day in my frees to get out of the way before I hit Gethin and so we could sort out stuff for London.
We went to McDonald’s for lunch (again!) and Hayley was in there with Georgia. She told me that in their RE lesson, Sarah had been saying that she agrees with me in the argument but wants to stick with Gethin cos she doesn’t want to get on the wrong side of him (or something). Pathetic! I do feel a bit guilty about not seeing Sarah in college as much but if I didn’t see Jake, that’d be just as bad, if not worse.
Gethin sent me some apology messages after college and even followed me into the toilets but he kept asking if he could still come to the Trafford Centre tomorrow night so I think that’s all he’s really bothered about – getting some shopping!! I didn’t forgive him but I might soon. It depends how much he annoys me!
I went back to Jake’s tonight and we sat in his room and the usual happened but his dad came home and wanted to speak to him! Could’ve been embarrassing if he’d have walked straight in!
Thursday 14th I was still really annoyed with Gethin for most of today but then I went home before lunch cos I felt really ill cos I’ve got a bad cold and cough. We still went to the Trafford Centre though so I sort of had to get on with Gethin and I’m gradually beginning to get over it!
I didn’t buy much, just a belly chain thing to go round the top of my trousers for when I go out and a pair of fleecy pants from Eisenegger. Nothing much interesting happened at all. Jake just dropped me straight off at home after.
I did get a few nice messages this evening though. He said, “YOU HAVE A TENDENCY TO FALL ASLEEP AND I CAN’T SLEEP COS I’M WAITING FOR YOU TO SEND ME A MSG BACK! : ) GLAD FLOYD’S COMING TO LONDON TOO! YOU SHOULD BE IN MY BED NOW. IT’S NOT FAIR! UUH! I LOVE YOU TOO… FAR TOO MUCH TO ONLY SEE YOU FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS A DAY! NIGHT TIMES ARE A WASTE – I COULD BE WITH YOU! WELL… I CAN DREAM! x”.
Then later, we were still on the subject of London and he said, “WELL BEING IN THE SAME BUILDING AS YOU IS A LITTLE BIT BETTER THAN THIS! I’M SLEEPING ON MY BLANKET THINGY AND IT’S V. WEIRD COS WHERE YOU SEWED OUR INITIALS IN, THE HEART IS RIGHT WHERE MY HEAD IS! : ) OHH I WANT YOU HERE NOW! IT’S NOT THE SAME LYING HERE WITHOUT YOU! LOVE YOU LOADS! xJx”.
(I found a sewing kit that he’d got free on the cruise shop so when I was round at his house the other night, I sewed a button and TS+JT onto his blanket cos I got bored!)
Later still, he sent me a message saying, “NO – YOU’VE ENTERED COLLEGE 2 NOW – WHERE NOBODY HAS A SOCIAL LIFE… WHICH MEANS NO PARTIES! : ( WE’LL HAVE TO WAIT AT LEAST 4 YEARS BEFORE I GET TO SHARE A BED WITH YOU! : ( OR WE COULD JUST LIVE IN MY TENT AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER! LOVE xJx”.