Monday 4th I got some nice messages from Jake last night saying, “I’M SOOO HAPPY! BEING APART FOR 2 WEEKS THEN SEEING YOU IS SOOO NICE! JUST PROVES TO MYSELF THAT I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH! DIDN’T WANT TO LEAVE YOU! NOT FAIR! BUT THEN BEING AWAY FROM YOU IS EVEN MORE UNFAIR! I LOVE YOU… NOW AND ALWAYS!!! : ) xxx JAKE xxx”.
Jake came round today and it was really nice. We went to get our usual ham salad sandwiches from the shop down the road and walked Mollie. Then later we just lay on my bed and talked and then the usual happened.
When he’d gone home I got some messages saying, “MMM! WELL I DON’T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING IN THE DAY NOW SO I COULD LIVE DOWN THE SIDE OF YOUR BED! WISH WE COULD JUST RUN AWAY AND BE TOGETHER! x”.
Then later I got, “I KNOW! THAT’S WHY I’M SOOO HAPPY! COS I CAN’T SEE MYSELF WITH ANYONE ELSE! YOU MAKE ME LAUGH AND I THINK WE’RE REALLY GOOD FOR EACH OTHER! LOTS OF LOVE! : ) Jx”.
Ohh, he’s so nice!!
Tuesday 5th Went back to college today and I don’t like my new timetable! All my frees (nearly) are in the middle of the day.
I saw Jake over lunchtime and we went for a walk and then to McDonald’s and then back to my house. He told me he’s got an interview at The Beech Tree pub which means if he gets a 2nd job I’ll see him even less. 😦
I had nice messages tonight too. They said, “AAAHH! : ( I WANT TO GIVE YOU A BIG HUG AND A CUDDLE! DON’T LIKE YOU BEING SAD! WISH WE LIVED TOGETHER – THEN I COULD HAVE ALL NIGHT WITH YOU! I HATE THIS! IN SOME WAYS IT’S WORSE THAN BEING ON HOLIDAY COS IT’S SOOO ANNOYING THAT YOU’RE ONLY 10 MINS AWAY BUT WE CAN’T SEE EACH OTHER! : ( LOTS OF LOVE! (TRY TOUCHING YOUR NOSE – THAT USUALLY MAKES YOU SMILE WHEN I DO IT AND YOU LOOK REALLY CUTE TOO!!!) LOVE YOU LOTS!!! : ) xxx JAKE xxx”.