Thursday 13th I woke up this morning and I could hardly move. All my joints had totally seized up and it was so painful. My knees and wrist (which had been making crunching noises last night) were worst. I was on the verge of crying cos it was that bad!
I went to college anyway after being drugged up with Anadin cos we had the 1st day of the college Way Ahead conference where we have to sit and listen to teachers scare us about university and stuff! It was so boring really!
This lad called Kris Bates who hangs round in the pool room with all the people who think they’re the cool ones is going to be dead soon! My lot who hang round upstairs in college have been informed that he said he was going to put a bomb under Karen Brent’s car (which she’s driven me, Gethin, Floyd and Sarah to McDonald’s in at lunch) cos he wants to wipe out some of “the geeks”! Bastard!! He’s one to talk – he’s a manky, minging, greasy, short-arsed, bug-eyed, square-headed, stubby, chubby Peter Andre wannabe!!!
Mum made me a doctor’s appointment tonight about the joint pain. I go to Dr O and he’s nice and all but I still hate going. I told him how I’ve had tonsillitis and then a rash and now the pain and he listened to my heart and then decided to take a throat swab and a blood test. That I didn’t like! It wasn’t as sore as I thought it’d be though. I’ll get the results next week sometime. Well, that’s something to look forward to. NOT!!
Jake phoned me tonight. He told me he was bored and starving and wants to go home! He said he’d been to Bratislava today and it was horrible and that he got searched on the Slovenian border. He’s in Vienna now in the best hostel yet, apparently! He asked how I was feeling and I told him and he said that I always seem to be ill. I’ve only been ill 3 times now while I’ve been going out with him and he’s not been well all the time himself.
Later on he sent me 3 messages after I said I wasn’t doing much but then I should be used to it cos I’m “always ill” according to him! He said, “I’M NOT SAYING IT’S YOUR FAULT THAT YOU’RE ILL MORE! JUST THAT IT’S NOT FAIR THAT IT’S YOU WHO’S ILL! THEN AGAIN IF YOU DON’T GET BETTER SOON I’M GONNA…” then, “HAVE IT TOO COS THERE’S NO WAY I’M STAYING AWAY FROM YOU COS THAT WOULD BE EVEN WORSE THAN IT IS NOW! AT LEAST I CAN’T PHYSICALLY SEE YOU – IF YOU WERE…” then, “AT HOME AND SO WAS I AND I COULDN’T SEE YOU IT WOULD BE HORRIBLE! : ( OOPS – SORRY IF I’VE BLOCKED YOUR SIM AGAIN! : ) LOTS OF LOVE!! xJx”.
I then explained to him that I’ve been told that I’m only getting ill more due to my immune system being lower due to recently coming off antibiotics (which were Minocyclin but I didn’t tell him that). He said, “OHHHH RIGHT – I DON’T THINK I KNEW THAT! SORRY! FOUND A MCDONALD’S! : ) CHEERED UP A BIT! BUT I’M STILL KINDA HOMESICK AND I REALLY MISS YOU!!! : ( xxxxx”. I’m sure I’ve mentioned it before.
I told him I need a cuddle and he said, “UUUGGHH! DON’T SAY THINGS LIKE THAT WHEN I’M IN BED! WANT LOTS N LOTS OF HUGS/CUDDLES/KISSES! JUST CAN’T HAVE EM NOW! I’LL HAVE TO MAKE UP FOR EM WHEN I SEE YOU! xJx”. Hope so!