Sunday 2^nd July He’s gone! Jake’s out of the country! 😦

I got a text message from him at 6:04 am saying, “HELLO! I’M AT THE AIRPORT NOW! THIS IS THE LAST MSG I SEND THAT I KNOW YOU WILL GET IN THE NEXT COUPLE OF MINS! SPEAK TO YOU SOON! LOVE YOU!!! xxx JAKE xxx”.

I cried quite a bit when I went to bed last night so I was okay when I got that this morning, although I’m still very sad about it. I’ll probably only start really missing him on Friday nights and when he’s not around in college.

I spoke to Hayley and Gethin earlier. I know they’re only trying to help and prove that they’re good mates but some of the stuff they come out with really bugs me! It’s all, “you know we’re there for you” and “if you ever want to talk, you know where I am” and more sickening stuff like that! It actually makes me not want to talk to them cos I’d probably end up smacking them one! Instead, I always find myself talking to Sarah more than anyone cos she doesn’t come out with crap like that.

Jake rang me this evening. He tried my mobile twice but I didn’t hear it so he phoned my house. He was at a youth hostel in Barcelona (which is hot and sunny apparently!) and he said it’s really nice there. He said that Charlie was sulking cos the others had moaned at him for making them trek round all day looking for the cheapest place to eat!

He kept groaning and saying it wasn’t fair cos we’re so far apart so I reminded him that he’s the one who went! He told me that it really hit him that he’s not going to see me for ages when he got off the plane.

Before he went, he said he loved me but I explained that I couldn’t say it back cos my mum was in the next room! It took us a few “byes” before we finally hung up!

I want him back here or, even better, to be with him on holiday! The next place they’re going is to Nice in France but they’re probably going to stay another night in Barcelona. I’m beginning to get jealous of him now!

He said he tried to send me a message but I haven’t got it yet. He said he’ll ring again within the next couple of days.

Bye!

P.S. All I can smell is Jake cos he sprayed so much stuff on my watch strap!