Friday 16^th Late last night, Jake and I got onto the subject of the cowgirl look in text messages! I mentioned it first by telling him there were even more hats but no tops at the Trafford Centre or something. Anyway, I got a message from him saying, “THAT’S 2 WORDS OF 6 LETTERS BOTH BEGINNING WITH C! (1 IS A COUNTRY)!? MMM ALL I’M GONNA SAY IS IT WOULD MAKE MY DAY – OR NIGHT! LOVE YOU TOO!!! : ) xxx Jake xxx”. Those 2 words are obviously cowboy and Canada!

I then asked him what the perfect cowgirl outfit would be and he said, “MMM… THAT TOP OF COURSE (HAT OPTIONAL AND FOR PRIVATE VIEWING ONLY)! SLIGHTLY FLARED JEANS WITH PATTERNS DOWN LEG AND OPEN HIGH HEELED SHOES!…” and then, “I DON’T EXPECT ALL THAT THOUGH! DON’T WORRY IF THAT DESCRIPTION WAS VERY GRAPHIC – I DON’T THINK ABOUT IT THAT MUCH – HONEST! LOVE xJx : )”. Well, I’d been half asleep before he sent that message!

I had a Biology exam this morning which I’ve so obviously failed and then the Geography exam at the same time as Jake this afternoon. It wasn’t too bad cos he was sat about 5 desks in front of me on a different row. The exam though was awful! I was one mark off an A on the mock but I don’t even think I’ll have got a grade for the real thing! There were 2 questions on rivers and coasts, and 2 on climate. I’m better at the rivers stuff so I intended to do those but they were solid [really difficult] so I had to do the climate ones in the end.

Jake and I stayed for a while after the exams cos Gethin, Cat, Lizzie, Floyd and a few others were painting signs for the Millennium Celebrations in the village. Gethin threatened to spray paint me gold but Jake said I looked nice the way I am! Gethin decided that comment was 98% on the sick-making factor and he’s probably right! It was really sweet though.

Tonight we went to a party on the other side of Warrington. It was for a girl called Melanie’s birthday. Gethin knows her through Davis Nolan cos she used to stalk Gethin so we all go invited to keep him company. I knew a few people there from Davis’s parties but not many. It was still quite good though.

Sarah got together with Maz P and Gethin was jealous of one of them but wouldn’t say which (he’s bisexual)!! I sat on a kitchen stool with Jake for most of the night. We kissed a lot and there was a bit of 2 but it went unnoticed. I didn’t go in his pants, I stayed on the outside just in case. It continued later on the sofa but people kept walking in! I hope nobody saw us cos they’d have thought much more was going on, I think, although he wasn’t on top of me!

We left quite late and Jake drove us home. I sent him a message when I got in saying Sarah seemed pleased with her catch of Maz P and that I would’ve done pretty much anything had there not been loads of people about. That would probably have been true. He said, “GOOD!! I’M HAPPY FOR HER! DON’T KNOW WHY I’M SO TIRED – HAVEN’T WALKED ANYWHERE TONIGHT! I KNOW – WE’LL GET SOME PRIVACY ONE DAY! NIGHT NIGHT! LOVE YOU!!! : ) xJx”.

I’ve just remembered something he said at Melanie’s. My hip cracked or something when I moved and I said I must be falling apart and he said, “I’ll hold you together!” Soppy but sweet!

Bye!