Tuesday 9^th Got a message from Jake last night. It said, “I’M IN BED TOO NOW! YEH EVERYTHING IS OK! I JUST HAVE TO KEEP CHECKING COS IT STILL FEELS LIKE A DREAM!! I CAN’T GO OUT WITH YOU ON FRI : ( LOVE xJx”.

The dream bit was nice but the last bit wasn’t! Finally he decided to tell me that he’s going elsewhere on Friday night. It seems that I’m pretty much the last one to know cos Sarah, Hayley, Gethin and probably a few others already knew. I’m not pleased!

He doesn’t tell me stuff and leaves it to me to find out myself which usually ends up in me looking stupid because they know more about what my boyfriend’s up to than I do! I mean, fair enough, he’s going to town cos it’s one of his mate’s birthdays but he still could’ve let me know a bit sooner. Also, I don’t see him making any effort to get me invited. He comes everywhere with my mates. In fact, I think they see more of him than I do now!

I’m being totally selfish, aren’t I?! Sorry!!

Actually, another thing that someone else told me about him. In Swing Band, Emma informed me that he’s getting a £60 flight to Austria or something in the summer. If she’s got it right that means even more time without him and he didn’t bother to let me know. I suppose he could’ve genuinely forgotten to mention stuff though.

He had his horrible pink curtain shirt on today. That’s not good!!

Bye!

Said pink curtain shirt on an outing to the pub.