Wednesday 26th Not much to write today really except note down a couple of Jake’s messages, no, 3 actually.
I sent him one this morning explaining why I was trying to make him drink and he sent me one saying he was just getting a bit suspicious about it and he apologised for seeming moody. He explained that he just kept wondering why I kept wandering off and that things aren’t too great at the moment cos of his mum.
I sent him one saying I kept wandering off cos Gethin kept wanting chats and Jake said, “I KNOW – HE KEPT TALKING TO ME, I DIDN’T MEANT TO UPSET YOU! HE ANNOYED ME A BIT COS HE CONCERNS HIMSELF WITH OTHER PEOPLES BUSINESS + YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT HE’S…” then, “SAID TO SOMEONE ELSE! I KNOW THAT YOU NEED TIME ON YOUR OWN WITH FRIENDS BUT I’M CRAZY ABOUT YOU AND WORRY A LOT!! LOVE YOU!! xxxxx”.
I sent him a reply saying that Gethin’d said to me apparently what he’d said to Jake but that I wasn’t sure what it was cos I stopped listening. Jake replied, “HE SAID THAT WE SHOULD COME HALF WAY AND WORK OUT WHAT WE WANT FROM OUR RELATIONSHIP?? I KNOW WHAT I WANT – FOR US TO LOVE EACH OTHER + BE HAPPY! : ) xJx”.
How sweet (but soppy!) is that?!!
Abby’s joined me in my room tonight with the camp bed cos she can hear some cow in the field! It is a pretty haunting sound actually!