Tuesday 4^th Jake said he wasn’t going to be in today either because he had to do his Technology coursework but he came in anyway cos he had to get money off people for the College 2 leaving do which he’s organised.

He came in Karen’s car with me, Gethin and Sarah to McDonald’s at lunch and we went round his village again so I could see exactly which house he lives at (I was right). I think he’s beginning to think I’m a bit weird!! He went home after lunch though and I won’t see him tomorrow cos he’s not in college and I’m going to some thing about universities at the MEN Arena where we can get prospectuses and stuff.

Got a message from Jake before saying, “HELLOOO! : ) JUST BEEN SWIMMING AT BOLTON! THE SLIDES R SO MUCH FUN! I KNOW THIS WEEK IS GOING SO FAST + WE’RE NOT GONNA SEE MUCH OF EACH OTHER : ( LOVE U x”.

He only ever tells me he’s done stuff after he’s done it. He’s probably worried I’ll tag along or something. Damn, I want to see what he looks like in swimming trunks too!

He asked me if I was going to the Trafford Centre with Gethin and Emma at the weekend. I am going so he said, “YEH, I’LL GO THEN! BUT DON’T BLAME ME IF WE GET LOST ON THE WAY! WE’LL GET TO SEE EACH OTHER TOO : ) LOVE J x”.

This is so bad! It’s awful when I have a day without seeing him so how the hell am I going to cope with 3 months and possibly more??!!

BYE!