Thursday 6^th I went to town with Lizzie after double Geography. Geography with Adrian wasn’t too bad although he did come in saying something about French kissing and shut up when he saw there were people in the room. That made me a bit paranoid.

In town, we saw Freddie Bevan again. He had a nice mate with him. I said how I always seem to see him and he muttered something but I couldn’t tell what it was.

The message-sending to Amir’s gone a bit further today. This morning I sent him a message saying, “I TAKE IT U R NOT INTERESTED. I’M SORRY I SHOULD’T HAVE SAID ANYTHING. I JUST CAN’T HELP THE WAY I FEEL. TEXT BACK, I NEED 2 KNOW IF U R INTERESTED.” I didn’t get a reply so I kept trying to ring his phone to see if it was switched on but it wasn’t.

Later this evening, Sarah was here to get ready for Presentation Evening at school and I sent him another message saying, “I’VE BEEN TRYING TO PHONE U 2DAY. IT DOESN’T SEEM 2 GET THROUGH. IS THIS EVEN AMIR’S MOBILE? CAN U LET ME KNOW ONE WAY OR THE OTHER. LOVE U.”

Finally I got a reply. It said, “WELL THAT ALL DEPENDS ON WHO’S ASKING. TELL ME URE NAME + I’LL TELL U IF I AM. AMIR.”

I sent another one saying, “HAVE U GOT A GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND? (I HOPE NOT!) TELL ME IF URE INTERESTED + I’LL TELL U WHO THIS IS. 4 NOW, ALL U NEED 2 KNOW IS HOW MUCH I WANT U. LUV ????? xxx”

His response was, “NO I HAVEN’T GOT A GIRLFRIEND + DEFINITELY NOT A BOYFRIEND. DO I KNOW U?”

I sent one back which said, “U DO SORT OF KNOW ME. I’M SO GLAD U R SINGLE + NOT GAY! DO U REALLY WANT 2 KNOW WHO I AM? WHERE R U NOW? MY BATTERY’S RUNNING OUT SO TEXT ME ON 07876 ****** xx”. It could’ve been a mistake giving number because Leon knows it.

The reply I got said something like, “DO U KNOW LEON OR DOES URE NAME BEGIN WITH D, B OR R?” D must be Damon, B maybe Brett and maybe R Reeves.

I sent a reply saying, “HELLO AGAIN! NO MY NAME DOESN’T BEGIN WITH ANY OF THOSE LETTERS. MOST PEOPLE KNOW SOMEONE CALLED LEON. WHY? GOD, I WANT U! WHAT R U DOING 2MORROW NIGHT? LOVE U xxx.”

[God, this was daft. Why would we even start this and why would I carry it on (and record it in my diary word for word) unless I actually fancied him?]

His next reply said something like, “FUCK OFF U STUPID TWAT! I’M NOT AMIR. IF U WANT 2 MEET ME GET DOWN TO J5 LONDON (ESSEX). MIKE X”. Bollocks! It is Amir. I know because he’s told Lizzie, Leon etc. at swimming about the 1^st message and then he went on about Leon, D, B and R in another one to me.

Presentation Evening was boring. I got my certificates and stuff and went in The Coach and Horses for a drink with everyone afterwards.

Emma said she wanted a word and told me that in Mr Smith’s nightclub she started dancing with someone who was bladdered and had his hands up her skirt and down her bra and she snogged him then realised it was Trotter. I said I wasn’t bothered but I am a bit.

BYE!