Wednesday 10th Emma’s changed her story since last night. When I asked her last night why he wanted me to phone him, she said it was coz he liked me. Today after school when I asked her why he couldn’t just phone me, she told me it was coz I liked him and not the other way round.
He’s confused me too. This morning he completely ignored me when I saw him (but I’m not actually sure he saw me coz he was talking to someone) then at lunch he leapt out from under the stairs (he was getting his bag) and said, “Hiya Tess!” I said hi back but I dunno if he heard me coz I was walking away. I hope he did coz I don’t want him thinking I’m ignoring him.
I don’t think he does like me actually, it’s more like he just wants to keep me interested. He was wearing his glasses all day though!
Sadie told me he fancies Holly Lowe or someone this morning so it’s not looking good for me. Yes more disappointment. I’m stupid for getting my hopes up in the first place. I always do that. He’s not freaky enough to like me anyway!
Speaking of freaks, Nutter reckons he’s had the same e-mail. He asked Hayley what the mail address was and then told her he’d had one too. Yeah right!
They were all planning what they were wearing for the Steps concert on Saturday according to Hayley. If that’s true then Emma was lying through her teeth when she said she was wondering if Johnny Doherty (who’s going for a dare or summit) got our seats.
BYE!
Thursday 11th He’s too shy to phone me but he’ll phone bleeding Holly Lowe (or whatever). Shy – huh, yeah right! He completely ignored me twice today as well. I knew this’d happen. I said didn’t I that I’d end up being disappointed. Bloody hell! Why can’t summit go nicely for a change?
I was so close to smacking Emma one in Science too. I was bloody pissed off with that lying little bitch! She said the “Johnny’s the one who’d probably got our seats” thing again today when I wondered out loud who’d got them. She didn’t even change the subject.
I know they’re bloody going coz Jade Hancock’s let slip twice to Sarah Llewellyn and Freda when they asked her (separately) what she was doing this weekend. She actually said, “I’m going to the Steps concert on Saturday night.” Bitches!
I can’t get over the fact that they’ve actually kept all this up. It’s so low! The thing that’s really pissed me off is the fact that they’re gonna get away with it too.
BYE!
If Destroyed Still True 