Sunday 12^th I am so unbelievably bored. There’s absolutely nothing to do at home, Emma’s gone to Warrington with her very own Tellytubbie, sorry, Freddie and it’s raining outside and nobody will give me a lift anywhere, even though there’s nowhere to go.

I’ve got a cold too which is making me feel worse. Plus I woke up at about 5:00 am and lay there for ages thinking weird things coz I was still half asleep. One side of my nose is all blocked up and I can’t breathe properly. I’ve lost all my Hall’s Soothers too which I bought before I got a cold coz I got addicted to them and Lucozade. [How have I not got a mouth full of fillings?!] Ah, I just found ‘em in my pocket.

I got told a crap joke by Hayley last night whilst we were babysitting her nieces. It’s just so unfunny and very depressing considering it’s not that long ago since it happened. It goes:-

David Beckham walked into a pub. The barman comes and asks what he’s having. Beckham says, “I’ll just have a half then I’ll be off.”

Hilarious innit? NOT! I’ve heard much better ones than that. You’d get more laughs out of a knock knock joke than that.

It’s the World Cup final today. France vs Brazil. It was the 3^rd place play off last night too between Holland and Croatia. Croatia won 2-1. I reckon Brazil are gonna win tonight although I think I’d rather France won it coz then everyone in Paris will be in a good mood when we go and Brazil won it in ’94. I wouldn’t be too bothered of Brazil did win it again though.

I think I’m glad I didn’t go out with Ralph coz I think I’d probably have been constantly sick but I would have felt snidey dumping him after I’d finally got round to going out with him. I think we should just stay mates.

As for Finn, well, I may as well just forget about him (even though I can’t). The day and a half it lasted was good and I would still fancy him if I saw him again but that’s not very likely. I may as well stick to people who are around more.

There’s still Ferny but Ralph and Freddie reckon he’s a monk so I’ve not got much chance with him. I must admit he is a bit weird. I mean, how many teenage boys do you know who worship George Michael?

As well as that, he spends most of his spare time either playing cricket or walking round hills and stuff with air cadets coz he wants to be in the SAS. Not only that but he supports Man City (although he must have guts coz he wears the shirt in public) and he is an alcohol-free zone. That’s pretty unusual considering he had Rab and Jamsey, sorry, Neil and Ralph as friends!

Oh well, I s’pose he does have his advantages such as his six-pack. He is nice to me too sometimes but I doubt that means anything.

Why can’t I just find a nice lad who likes me, who will stick around for as long as I want and who is just perfect? I know why – coz there isn’t one that exists for me.

Well, I’ll just go away and continue to be bored on my own for the rest of the day.

BYE!

P.S. I’ve just remembered who Finn said some people think he looks like. Gary Barlow. I can see a slight look of him but not totally. Finn’s far more gorgeous. I know I said I’d try and forget about him but, as I also said, I can’t.

P.P.S. France just beat Brazil 3-0 in the World Cup final and they were down to 10 men int 2^nd half.